Monday, 20 April 2009

Affordable superficiality

Why is it harder to make friends as you get older?
Failures, then there isn't much hope left here as used to be.
She turned her shoulder against him.
She saw him walking down and she didn't want him to stop by.
She didn't think she would be able to face him.
She murmured it was a matter of confidence.
Nop. It's a matter of expectation.
What do you want?
How many people you've dumped?
They made me dump them.
You couldn't be that much superficial.
Youth is able to be.
That is why it's getting harder to make friends as you get older.
Is life really not worth without friends?
Is there a place you want to put yourself?
You only fear to be alone.

Friday, 17 April 2009

When you hear the sheer news

You didn't think you would be worried?
She's always been very frail.
How are you then?

Thursday, 16 April 2009

embarrassment is the flower of life; thank you for giving me my husband back

Hahahaha, why?
Donno, when I first heard that, I just thought it sounds quite plausible.
Yeah, I like that.

It's kind of dirty but that depicts the reality of life, you know, how I see the complexity of life.
Ah.

No. I think you are making it very clear. All the lies and superficiality behind the all love relationship. That's disgusting.

While the shoe hunt was decided, will treat you something nice. How are we going to get nice food in a crappy snack bar, mum? Maybe she meant that "we eat out". Is that a kind of gesture that I AM YOUR CHILD AND YOU ARE THE MUM? Well, as a matter of fact, I don't remember whether I was a child crying out for whatever they want to possess. I didn't want to ask for anything. I didn't want to ask them to be embarrassed, because they couldn't afford nor were false parents not really caring for their child. I said, no I don't want it. I don't need it.mum, I don't want that. I insist. I always tried not to order expensive ones and pretended that I really want to go for that cheap plate. I didn't want mum to know I cared for her pocket. No offence. You don't earn much. So easy to burst into tears, to be deceived by colleagues? I don't think they like me because I am not interested in their life. I don't want to get involved in their gossip. I won't be a friend of theirs, they talk rubbish. I don't talk to them. This is why my boss loves me. I only think about work when I am at work. What do they talk about, mum? Rubbish.oh.so you bragged them? Yeah. Haha and you bought them lunch? Yup. What was I supposed to do? My daughter has won a competition because she is exceptional; the frail and adolecent manner.

Not like feeling insulted or humiliation,
Be precise.
At a very certain degree of exposure the one wouldn't want it publicised, but by whatever reason, chances of inescapable, unavoidables, available in titan black or rather dazzling in a thin moment can only be captured by scientific mind, oh well, just let it go, we've got to laugh about it.

Saturday, 11 April 2009

Don't take your life too seriously; you can kiss me now

Why not?

Oh, o.k.
Why?

Oh, fair enough.
Why?

Oh, yea...

I can't do anything for you, sorry.
Then I'm not going.
Okay.

I want you to come.
Well, I was going to. But it's too much for me...too much inconvenience.
Why aren't you going?
Because I really don't think I can deal with all that shit.

Which part of my body do you like most?
Bum.
Bum.

Because you are weird, huh?
I am perfectly normal to be upset by injustice and insult.
Injustice? Who insulted you? Have I?
No.

Off you go.
The struggle goes on.

Friday, 10 April 2009

Foe of the minority; could have been better

I'm quite amazed by the fact that everyone seems to understand why I refuse to do that. I didn't explain my reason at all.
Hum, I've heard a lot about them.
I haven't. I just figured it out on my own.
They change into something totally different.
Oh my god, I can see the whole thing now.
They know how to play alone.
Ah, they know it's powerless.

Calm down, there are customers around.
¿Que pasa?
A pissed me off. After all that shit she's done to me, she accused me of telling S the fact for my own protection. Fucking twat.
No doubt, she is the worst and V goes the second.
Yea. The family.

How are you, are you alright?
No.
Why? What happened?
I'm pissed off.
By whom?
People.
Who? Customers?
No.
A member of staff?
Yea, management.
Which one?
T.
Oh, he always pisses me off, too.
I have a long been issue with him. This time, I'm gonna sort him out.
...
I don't like him anyway but I can't believe he talked to you like that. How rude.
I'm gonna do something about that.

She told me that he accused her of being ill and responsible for her baby.
Unbelievable. They don't know how to speak to their staff.

I'm already too old to be that superficial. can't afford to do it.
Don't you try to be my friend. I know you don't care.