Thursday 26 March 2009

Smile; critique of no reason

Smile Bommsoon, it doesn't cost any.
Bommsoon, smile.
Smile.
Come on Bommsoon, smile.

Why are you, English people, so obsessed with smile, huh?
I would smile if you make me smile.
Why do you care?

What do you expect from her?
SMILE.
And giggle. HEHEHE.

The action of telling a girl to smile indicates that they don't have life.
The action of smiling at people with no reason indicates that they want to be respected without reason.

I. Robot: Action's good

So you've watched it.
Yes, and I quite liked it. Thank you.
Oh you did. Yeah, it's a good movie. Action's really good.

Action's good.
Good movie.

Wednesday 25 March 2009

excuse me.

I got up very early morning to work.
I pretended that I was fine.
I tried to smile but I reckon I was ugly.
I bought things would help me survive.
I've been thinking why I am thinking about what I've said last night.
I ate like a pig and regret my laziness I conducted for the last few days.
I was a little grumpy because I was offended by things others wouldn't have been by.
I've been frustrated by the bloody hotmail services since 2pm.
I am touchy, be careful, I might bite you.
I have 5 emails I can't read, hope they are not very important, they may not be.
I've tried to understand 8 pages of writing sent to me.
It bored me and I've got to fucking work, I don't know until when, I can never quite engage with.
That's life.
Sod off.

Sunday 22 March 2009

Teenage talk usually conducted by girls

...
I was like...then she was like...it was like, like...something like...yeah yeah yeah...it's like...you know like...they were like...he was like...I'm like...someone like...like...like...like...like...like...like...

Shut up.

Saturday 21 March 2009

Day 6

I thought I was fine. thought I would be fine.
But shit, I'm fucking scared.

Monday 16 March 2009

no more

bitter sweet reason,
nothing you can look forward to,
zero degree of expectation,
a reply a week later arrives with the very indifference,
says,
I have hadn't any time for you,
finding out there is no chance you can get out of the ugly chain,
it may not be that bad,
over my dead body,
I am not going back to it,
hell no,
you've got to be joking,
you never dreamt of it but you should have imagined this was going to happen at least

Sunday 15 March 2009

IP: the Injured Party, Do you have weed?

Excuse me.
Yeah?
Do you have weed?
No, I don't.
You have weed. You have weed.
No, I don't.
Give me your bag. I am gonna stab you to death.
...
Where is your weed?
I said I don't have any.
You have weed. You have weed. I smelt you weed on the bus.
It wasn't me.
You have weed. You have weed.
I don't have weed. I have cigarettes instead.
Where is your money?
I don't have any at the moment.
Where is your money?
Oh...
Sorry.
?
What is this?
It's my MP3 player.
Give me that and give me your phone.
...................God damn it.

The Officer dealing with your case is:

PC 1518 KIRK, BROXTOWE

Incident/ Crime No CW/025444/09

What a wonderful world.

Saturday 14 March 2009

mother fuckers and sneaky bitches

in return I won't let you know what you've been.

Saturday 7 March 2009

As expected

I didn't deserve it.
Do you think you can go to sleep tonight?

Friday 6 March 2009

Everything is wrong

There was one person before me when I arrived at my local post office,
and there was only one cashier.
I waited for roughly 15 minutes and I decided to give up posting,
I didn't want to miss my bus to town.
The cashier hadn't still finished his job for the guy until I left there.
I got to a bus stop 5minutes before the time the bus was supposed to arrive.
I waited for 20 minutes, the bus didn't come.
I was little stressed out. I went to a shop nearby, bought a pack of cigarettes.
The people waited for the fucking bus with me were still at the bus stop.
I thought I'd better get a different bus so walked a little further down.
The bus arrived very soon, full up with school kids, upstairs and downstairs.
The kids had a lot to say and do.
I got out of the hell in town and got on a bus to work.
An old lady took more than 1 minute each time she got on and off and a block sat near me stunk.
I was 2 minutes late for work. I told people that I was in a bad mood.
But A didn't stop talking on my ear until we finished work.

Thursday 5 March 2009

Every time when I think of you

I'm burning to dissolve in great indignation.
Flipping heck, you are the worst nightmare ever.

Tuesday 3 March 2009

Knowing you

has been fairly dramatic and tested my patience.
The answer is open to your imagination.